another week has passed by. another T&B episode. everyday is almost the same: wake up, school, home, internet. if this is becoming an adult, i rather have the carefree days where we could just all go out and have fun, exploring new things. not trapped in the mundane cycle of integrating into society, becoming a useful person by studying and contributing to the economy in the future.

meh, i'll just start thinking other about other things

just finished volume 3 of maoh: juvenile remix. can't wait to read the rest.

pcomda's okay i guess... i'm just in this unmotivated slump right now, need to snap out of it soon. i'll aim to finish assignment 1 by sunday.

having weird dreams, plus i keep getting this nagging feeling that something's not right, i can't exactly pinpoint what it is but yeah, i am most likely thinking too much as usual.
fuck it. i'll get to the bottom of it soon.

tired, drained, fucking exhausted.
i'm loosing the ability to distinguish what's real and what's not.
nodding off countless times in front of my com and waking up after having some weird dream since i woke up two hours ago.
maybe i should go rest, but fuck it, it's the last day of the holidays.

Reboot.

well, i cleared all my previous posts.

i think too much, over analyze, have this weird morbid perception of how this world works. i just let my mind wander, occasionally nudging it in a certain direction. i'll admit, sometimes, certain thoughts get to me. lately i am finding it increasingly difficult to just put on a fake smile.

at least i know there's someone like me, and i'm able to click well with her. it's a comforting fact.